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hi!! Bloggy-mare ;(  i haven’t posted yet more entries (having only 3 entries) and  i already disappeared in blogging world so early. maybe blogging is really not for me. (thinking of shutting down my blog page). hehe.

damn! i’m struggling right now with my studies, my readings, and all about school stuffs. i find no time to visit my blog. i have so many to stories and thoughts to share and find no time to write about it.

maybe i need time management. i wonder how bloggers find time to write when they are busy or am i the only one busy self-insisting blogger?? hahahaha! That’s all. hope to post entry here soon. goodluck to my study! Happy new year and God Bless guys!IMG_0884[1]IMG_0893[1]


i am a girl living in the world of dreams, i can spend my whole day daydreaming especially before sleeping. haha! Of course i want my dreams to come true, but i’m in a situation where i choose not to try to make them come true. In this blog, i’ll write down some of my dreams and i’ll tell you also why some of my dreams will be forever dreams.

okay, for this entry,  i will reveal my super secret dream. haha! i want to be a….



                  i do not own this picture. copied from


Yes! i want to be a runway model. i think, it is one of the win-win jobs in this world. Imagine, you are earning money while having fun. isn’t it fun trying different styles and looks and trying out new products for free? oh! plus, the FAME! you can see yourself in magazines, newspapers,billboards and television (i can almost imagine it and it makes me smile. haha! ). i forgot to include the freebies and the GCs given by the companies for modelling their products.

Now, the imagination is over, i can’t be a runway model, there’s no way.  To be a model, some of the requirements are the following:

1 – Age : 15 to 22. Among younger the better because the longer the race.

2 – Height : at least 5’8 (1.73 m ) maximum 6 ‘ (1.82 m )

3 – Weight : about 120 pounds (54 Kilos ). The models are are generally too thin and people naturally thin.

4 –  Body  Type: they prefer bodies with long legs and short torsos . The legs should be longer than normal .

5 – Skin : The skin should from perfect

6 – Must project well and must have a smooth bone structure. Eyes must be expressive. Models on the catwalk fashions the clothing.

*take note: the  requirements are copied from the

as you can see, when it comes to age  and weight requirements, i am perfectly fit notwithstanding the fact that i eat a lot.  it’s hard for me to gain weight .  However, that ends there. The rest are  impossible for me to attain. i’m not pessimist, it’s a fact.

  without make-up

i’m wearing make-up

look at my picture, i’m 5’1 in height, even i f i wear heels, still i can’t be as tall as  models. My legs are not long, i think my upper body is longer than my legs. My skin is a history book. there are several scars in my body. those moments from when i got them are hard-wired in my memory, and thus, i can tell you where i got each and every scars that i have. haha! that’s why i called it history. lol! the no. 6 requirement is my biggest problem i cannot even project well in front of camera (not so camera-friendly).

This dream will be forever a dream for me. But, it’s okay since i believe that modelling is not for me. haha! maybe in my next life (should there be any) i can fulfill this wish. taehehehe.


waah! I’m grinning right now! at last, i can start my own blog 🙂

i’m feeling good! i started this blog to share my thoughts and to

have an outlet of my feelings as well.

i hope i can always update this blog with interesting events

that i can encounter in the long journey that is life.

i am really excited on what i will be posting on this blog, i’m looking forward to it. 🙂

woah! it’s already 3 am, i have to sleep, i have class tomorrow.

goodluck to me!