hi!! Bloggy-mare ;(  i haven’t posted yet more entries (having only 3 entries) and  i already disappeared in blogging world so early. maybe blogging is really not for me. (thinking of shutting down my blog page). hehe.

damn! i’m struggling right now with my studies, my readings, and all about school stuffs. i find no time to visit my blog. i have so many to stories and thoughts to share and find no time to write about it.

maybe i need time management. i wonder how bloggers find time to write when they are busy or am i the only one busy self-insisting blogger?? hahahaha! That’s all. hope to post entry here soon. goodluck to my study! Happy new year and God Bless guys!IMG_0884[1]IMG_0893[1]


I am so sad and full of regrets, which is out of the ordinary, for usually i don’t regret anything. . . but, buying things which will not make you happy in the end just too sad, at least for me.

Yesterday, before going back in my dormitory, i went to a mall to buy a plain shirt. I was planning to buy from a store that offers plain shirts with a very nice fitting which is Folded and Hung.  I tried to  fit some, but i noticed that it doesn’t look good on me, not like the prior shirts i bought from that store. Thus, i proceeded to look at their other garments.

Suddenly I noticed someone following me! Ohhh the salesman, that particularly annoying salesman who has  been following me since I entered the store. Because of him, it was so uncomfortable to choose well. I was pondering last night what reasons does he have following me, and the most plausible reason that salespersons in Folded and Hung get certain points when they are able to sell something to their customers. I don’t like that strategy of Folded and Hung, it’s so irritating! You cannot look for dresses at your pleasure and at you own pace, for they keep insisting that you look on the new, more expensive clothes they are offering. Worse, even if they already see you choosing your clothes, they still keep on asking what you’re looking for. I would have asked them if i needed them. arrggg!! They’re now similar to  street vendor selling fake branded clothes.

When I was about to leave the store, the saleslady in the counter pointed me to a sign saying, ” One item= 30% discount; two items= 40% discount; and 3 items= 50% discounts”. The saleslady started picking clothes and showed it to me and kept saying “ma’am it’s super affordable because it’s on sale. you can buy this and that blah blah blah blah”. Shhhh. It’s not like i cannot afford their expensive clothes s (haha :)) so what i did was to pick two then bought it. whew.

Well, the saleslady got what she wanted, but i promised myself not buy from that store again. From the moment I went outside that store, I knew the things I bought were not worth of my  bucks because I knew I was not happy.  I just bought the tees because of that saleslady who thinks i don’t have the money to buy anything, not to mention the fact that I was too annoyed at that point because of the stalker salesman.

Last night i opened the paper bag and looked at the two tees.  huhuhuhu. I do’nt like it. Even worse, i could not wear the black one because there’s a cross on the print. I’m a non-Cristian, i could not wear the cross print. Thus, I slept last night full of regrets. True, it’s only a small thing, but still my money was totally wasted. sigh. I do not have job to waste my money on things i couldn’t use. tsk.

now i know what to do:

  • if i enter a store and the saleslady/man asks me what im looking for, look at this, that blah blah blah… i will leave the store immediately. promise!
  • if there’s a sale, i will not rush to look at items which i could buy. I would still ask myself if its worth buying; if I will i be happy if i will buy this.

until now, i feel sorry for myself 😦

i can wear only the pink one 😦

i am a girl living in the world of dreams, i can spend my whole day daydreaming especially before sleeping. haha! Of course i want my dreams to come true, but i’m in a situation where i choose not to try to make them come true. In this blog, i’ll write down some of my dreams and i’ll tell you also why some of my dreams will be forever dreams.

okay, for this entry,  i will reveal my super secret dream. haha! i want to be a….



                  i do not own this picture. copied from http://xploreout.blogspot.com/2012/08/runway-models.html


Yes! i want to be a runway model. i think, it is one of the win-win jobs in this world. Imagine, you are earning money while having fun. isn’t it fun trying different styles and looks and trying out new products for free? oh! plus, the FAME! you can see yourself in magazines, newspapers,billboards and television (i can almost imagine it and it makes me smile. haha! ). i forgot to include the freebies and the GCs given by the companies for modelling their products.

Now, the imagination is over, i can’t be a runway model, there’s no way.  To be a model, some of the requirements are the following:

1 – Age : 15 to 22. Among younger the better because the longer the race.

2 – Height : at least 5’8 (1.73 m ) maximum 6 ‘ (1.82 m )

3 – Weight : about 120 pounds (54 Kilos ). The models are are generally too thin and people naturally thin.

4 –  Body  Type: they prefer bodies with long legs and short torsos . The legs should be longer than normal .

5 – Skin : The skin should from perfect

6 – Must project well and must have a smooth bone structure. Eyes must be expressive. Models on the catwalk fashions the clothing.

*take note: the  requirements are copied from the modellifestyle.com

as you can see, when it comes to age  and weight requirements, i am perfectly fit notwithstanding the fact that i eat a lot.  it’s hard for me to gain weight .  However, that ends there. The rest are  impossible for me to attain. i’m not pessimist, it’s a fact.

  without make-up

i’m wearing make-up

look at my picture, i’m 5’1 in height, even i f i wear heels, still i can’t be as tall as  models. My legs are not long, i think my upper body is longer than my legs. My skin is a history book. there are several scars in my body. those moments from when i got them are hard-wired in my memory, and thus, i can tell you where i got each and every scars that i have. haha! that’s why i called it history. lol! the no. 6 requirement is my biggest problem i cannot even project well in front of camera (not so camera-friendly).

This dream will be forever a dream for me. But, it’s okay since i believe that modelling is not for me. haha! maybe in my next life (should there be any) i can fulfill this wish. taehehehe.


waah! I’m grinning right now! at last, i can start my own blog 🙂

i’m feeling good! i started this blog to share my thoughts and to

have an outlet of my feelings as well.

i hope i can always update this blog with interesting events

that i can encounter in the long journey that is life.

i am really excited on what i will be posting on this blog, i’m looking forward to it. 🙂

woah! it’s already 3 am, i have to sleep, i have class tomorrow.

goodluck to me!